A Lesson Learned...and an Apology

Upon further reflection...
Perhaps, it is time for me "to take a good look in the mirror"!

I am a firm believer in the power of the universe, and lessons learned upon a journey. I also know that sometimes, we must take ownership, and own what we create. This shows us and the world who we truly are. Running, is only for cowards.

Recently, I blogged about my experiences working-out as an unfit, overweight girl. Let me firmly point out, that not long ago...I was on the other side of the fence; a fit, thin girl. So am blogging as someone who has a perspective on both sides of the coin, so to speak.

Nonetheless, perhaps I jumped to quick to judgement and reflected my own feelings, or 'insecurities' as someone pointed out to me. With all do respect, yes I do have alot of issues in that department. I am very frustrated with my body because I am no longer the fit person I used to be. I let myself go way beyond.

Whenever I work-out now, my recent hernia surgery is ALWAYS at the back of my mind. I can clearly hear the words of a woman I encountered who was complaining of her hernia: "good luck to you sweetie...I've had the surgery four times. It doesn't work, and be careful not to pop out again!" Great?! The last thing I want is to go through that again!

As well, my body is failing me on other accounts too. My accelerated heart rate, my low vitamin D deficiency that just won't go away no matter how much vitamin D I consume. Recently, my fall and my injured tail bone. Equally, I cannot be the stubborn girl that is bursting within me. I must control myself, and take it easy.

However, this post is not about my 'truths' and my "insecurity reflecting because YOU feel like you're overweight and unfit."

All this to say...that I wish I was "Fit Queen". As I previously blogged, I aspire to be people like them. The way they flow, and make working-out look so effortlessly easy. The way they are so in shape, and their body responds with strength and agility. It is wondrous! Perhaps, my Anonymous commentator was too quick to judge my post, and missed that part?

Regardless, I realize I made a quick assumption and for that I apologize. I stepped out of line. I am eating crow (hopefully, it's not to high in calories and fat! ha ha ha), and should know better. I am not a mean spirited person, and meant no ill will at all in my post.

I have chosen NOT to publish the comment under my Love and Support wall. At the end of the day, I want to hold on to the positive: Love and Support!

Winston Churchhill once said: “All men make mistakes, but only wise men learn from their mistakes.”

Namaste,
Kimmy